Intoxicating Nightmare (Open)

[Axel]

"Easy, the plans are to stay here until the rain decides to stop. - We don't the towns folk to smell us when its raining it will cause suspicion." Emmett just smiled and nodded. "Yes mam," he said, giving a little salute. Desirae was one of the few people he listened to. Emmett hated following rules and obeying people. He was a free spirit and hated to be bound. Often when someone told him to do something, he'd just go and do the opposite for the heck of it. He respected the lead wolf though, and he listened to her. Well...most of the time anyway.

Emmett snorted as the woman stuck her tongue out at him. "Oh yeah, really mature," he told her, rolling his eyes and grinning. He just stuck his tongue out too though, making a face right back at her. He didn't really care if he looked stupid. He liked to mess around. Desirae turned her attention back to Joel, and Emmett just listened, hoping one of them would say something interesting. "I'm... different than you." That's what Joel said. It got Emmett slightly interested.

[Dezirae]

Looked to Joel when he'd said to her that he was different, this was when her flirting could have been caught out of the bag, she'd look back into his gaze as she trailed her fingers along his cheek. Then lightly brushed them threw his hair smiling some. "Your no different then us Joel - Your simply special, turned or born were all the same. We all control differently" she said to him softly. She knew she was different then Emmet because she could freely turn into wolf. She just chose not to when it rained because then, she would lose who she was and spree to either wild life of people who came in many feet close to her.

She continued to run finger from his cheek threw his hair as she looked at Emmet and stuck her tongue out again at him. "Mature?Of course it is " she simply smirked at him as she crossed her legs finally she would have to change soon but this alone time with the boys was calming to her. It knocked her back to her senses.

She couldn't really decide what to do next. I mean she wanted to hear more about Joel but she knew that wasn't going to happen unless he just randomly and freely said it. So she just continued once more to trace fringer from cheek to hairline. As she sighed. Listening to the rain hit the roof and collide with the music from the player down stairs.

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Joel couldn't tear his eyes away from Desirae's. He just kept looking at her, unsure of what to say.Her fingers were trailing along his cheek now. He closed his eyes for a moment, liking the feeling of her touch. It was gentle. It made him relax a little. It also distracted him. Let him focus on something else other than his past. He didn't want to think about that, but it was kind of hard not to with the conversation they were having. He usually left the room whenever a discussion like this came up. However, it was kind of hard to leave right now, with Desirae brushing her fingers through his hair like she was, the rain on the roof in the background, like a lullaby.

She stopped after a while, and Joel opened his eyes again. He had pretty much forgot Emmett was even there. He took a breath and exhaled slowly. "Your no different then us Joel - Your simply special, turned or born were all the same." He knew that she would never understand. No one could. Born was different than being turned. In the end he supposed they were all the same in appearance, but still... their lifestyles were probably very different. He wet his lips, trying to think of what to say to her now. He was quite for a long time, just thinking and listening to the rain. "If you say so," he breathed, his words barely audible.

[Axel]

Emmett watched as Desirae stroked her fingers through Joel's hair. Maybe it was just him, but that seemed like a pretty flirtatious move. He didn't say anything though. For the moment, he just sat there quietly. He was kind of curious about Joel. I mean, the guy was a mystery. Emmett talked to him every day but he didn't know a single thing about him other than the fact that he was a werewolf. He waited to see if Joel would say anything interesting.

Desirae stuck her tongue out at Emmett again. "Psh," he muttered, before making a face back at her again. He was kind of childish for his age, but he really was younger than most of the wolves. He was still a pop compared to them. They all looked somewhere in their twenties, but the thing with werewolves was that once they reached a certain age, they just kind of stayed that way. Emmett didn't know a lot about the wolves, but he did know they had really long lifespans.

Joel finally spoke. He could barely hear what he said though. "If you say so," he said, really quietly. His words didn't really say anything, but the tone of his voice made Emmett feel a little sad. He didn't know why. It just did. Something about the way he said it.

[Dezirae]

Would just shake her head at Emmet so it was obvious that she hadn't caught the sigh and words leaking from joel. She pushed off the bed and grabbed her bag as she headed into the bathroom to change. Oh boy was this going to be interesting - In a room of two boys and the only pj's she brought were short pj shorts. They were much shorter then the ones she'd worn earlier that were fabric and not jean. And a tank top that didn't even cover her whole belly. She took the brush to her hair as she looked into the dusted mirror at herself. She sighed simply. She had to stop this flirting. There was just something about this boy - that she couldn't keep her hands off him.

Even emmet tho - he was more a brother to her then her own siblings. Because he knew almost what she'd went through. She just sighed hands on opposing sides of the sink as she looked down at the drain. The door to the bathroom was still slightly open ajar so any could peak in but she doubted that they would. Sometimes it was hard being what she was. Her own mother feared her, that was enough to bring her to tears, but this lie she held - she held it from the rest of her family. Only unaware of what Joel was going threw, she was going to have to ask him. She didn't want to disrupt his past if it was bad but they lack of wanting that he held - only made her script more inviting.

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Joel watched as Desirae got up and walked out of the room, his eyes following her until she had disappeared. Obviously, hadn't seemed to hear him. Or if she had, she had chosen to ignore the words. There probably wasn't much she could say to him anyway, even if she had heard what he'd said. Sometimes Joel wished he could just open up and tell someone how he felt. He couldn't though. That was impossible for him. In all his hundreds of years on this earth, he had never told anyone about his past. He had kept what he'd done a secret. He wondered if the other wolves had feelings like this, or if he was the only one who had ever done anything so awful. He just laid there for a few moments, drowning in guilt.

Joel sighed and then slowly pushed himself up into a sitting position. He wasn't exactly sure where Desirae had gone, but she was taking a while. The silence in the room was starting to get a little awkward, but he didn't dare break it. He had no idea what to say, and by the way Emmett was looking at him, he could tell he had heard the whispered words. Joel quickly stood up, turning away from the boy, and began to walk away. He had nothing against him, he really didnt... He was just afraid that if he kept sitting there for much longer that the other boy might question him. He didn't want that.

He came to the room that Desirae had disappeared to and stopped at the door. It was cracked open. He hesitated, but then tapped lightly on it. She had left in such a hurry, and it made him worry that maybe something was wrong. Besides, she'd been in there a while now and he wanted to know if she was alright... and he didn't want to stay out there with Emmett alone for much longer.

[Axel]

Desirae got up and left. Then Joel got up and left. Emmett was all alone now. He sighed loudly, a little irritated. Everyone had just up and left him there alone without a single word. He sat there wondering if they could secretly communicate telepathy or something and had planned this. He knew that was a stupid thought though. He thought about going after them, but then decided against it. He just sat there with a bored look on his face, twindling his thumbs. Just as long as Joel didn't try anything funny with Desirae he didn't mind. He saw Joel as a decent guy, way more decent than a lot of people out there, even him. He kind of wished he would join the pack. That might be wishing for the impossible though. He seemed like such a loner...

Emmett waited a while, and a little longer. No one came back though and he began to get bored. Eventually he couldn't take it anymore. Where the heck had they gone!? He jumped up from the chair, muttering. He walked in the direction everyone had disappeared and came to find Joel standing outside of the bathroom. He walked up behind him, looking over his shoulder. "What're you doing, dude?" He could see Desirae standing inside the bathroom in front of the sink.

[Dezirae]

Had paused a moment as she stood up and opened the door, looking at both of them. Her honeys seemed to glare at both as she slipped her bag beside the sink as she pulled her hair to one shoulder. She would have pulled Joel into the bathroom with her to talk to him about his past because she wanted answers but its had been canceled when Emmet had come. Of course she'd heard vocals before opening the door its why she opened it. She didn't know what to say to them. She really didn't nor did she know what to say to joel - she wanted to get to know him more before she asked a question that was a normality from people of her status.

She walked past them both back to the bed room they were in her hand accidentally brushing against Joel lower torso - she'd realized thats where she touched when she got into the bed room. In case it made her blush she'd not had any intentions to do that. This rain really needed to stop it made her so - male craved. She didn't want to know what they thought about her sleeping clothes. They were men and she knew what most of them thought. She was just thinking about the area she'd touched on Joel she supposed she was more upset to realize or speak about what just happened not even five minuets ago. She just needed to calm down.

Calm down as it try to get the rain drug out of her system but she knew that was going to be to much to handle she figured she wouldn't be able to hold it much longer, she'd at some point have to turn to hunt she needed food - her wolf side was hungry, but she didn't want to feed it not when it was raining. So she'd wait till they came back into the room where she was. "Joel - Emmet , I know its a lot to ask but. Since were stuck here I would like it if one slept in the bed with me, to keep me from shifting - You know what happens if I do emmet , but joel you don't" she said her flaw of the rain was showing.

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Joel looked over his shoulder and gave Emmett a dirty look. He had wanted to talk to Desirae and this guy had just ruined it for him. Then he turned back to the bathroom, wondering if Desirae had noticed them. She had. Of course. She gave them both a good glare, probably thinking they'd been peeping in at her or something. Joel diverted his gaze, kind of embarrassed. He hadn't been spying on her or anything. Really. He'd really just been concerned about her. The way she left without a word made it seem like perhaps something was wrong. Now he would never know. He bit his lip, deciding what to do now. There wasn't really much to say. He was actually kind of hoping Emmett would use his big mouth and do the talking, because honestly, he didn't know what to do right now.

Joel was about to turn and head back to the bedroom, but Desirae beat him to it. She grabbed her bag and walked past them. As she passed Joel, he felt her hand brush up against his lower torso and he tensed. She just kept walking though. He couldn't tell if she had done that on purpose or if it had been an accident, but he wasn't about to say anything about it. He passed a hand through his damp hair, not really knowing what to think. His eyes trailed after Desirae, watching her as she walked back into the bedroom. By the looks of it, she had changed into her pajamas now, and wow... Joel closed his eyes for a moment, clearing those thoughts from his head. He cast a glance at Emmett and then followed Desirae out into the bedroom.

"Joel - Emmet , I know its a lot to ask but...since we're stuck here I would like it if one slept in the bed with me, to keep me from shifting - You know what happens if I do Emmet , but Joel you don't." Joel lifted his eyebrows, a silent question. "What do you mean?" he asked. Did she shift when she was sleeping without realizing it? He wasn't exactly sure just yet. "I can," he offered after a moment. "If you think it would help..."

[Axel]

Emmett just smirked at Joel. He knew Desirae probably wouldn't be too happy to find either of them standing out here, but he didn't really care. He had gotten too bored waiting for them. If Joel had wanted to make a move, he'd had plenty of time to do it. Besides, Emmett found it kind of entertaining to annoy Joel. He always got a reaction out of him. If Joel was smart, he would have learned by now to just ignore the younger wolf. He hadn't seemed to figure that out yet though.

Desirae walked out of the bathroom. He watched her go just like Joel did. Her pajamas were pretty skimpy and he was pretty sure she had more skin showing than fabric. When he turned back to Joel he had a funny look on his face. Emmett had totally missed it. "What?" he asked with a laugh. Then he turned and followed Desirae out into the bedroom where they had been before.

"Joel - Emmet , I know its a lot to ask but...since we're stuck here I would like it if one slept in the bed with me, to keep me from shifting." Of course Joel was the first one to offer. Emmett glanced at him from the corner of his eye and then back at Desirae. "And I'll just sleep on the chair," he piped up as he waited for Desirae to explain to Joel.

[Dezirae]

Had finally stopped thinking of what she'd accidentally brushed against his - She smiled when joel offered she looked to emmet and smiled "Chair is fine but that door - You'll watch. Joel , This is the worst weather for me. You're going to have to wrap your arm around me or something to keep me close - if you slip, Emmet's next in the reign. You cant let me outside in the rain at night. At all" she said with a frown as she looked to Joel she had a feeling that it was going to bring them closer to maybe friends soon but she wasn't going to jump just yet. She didn't want to hurt anyone. Especially any of those that were weird and walked the woods at night. Her hand this time on purpose rested on the rim of his pants just before the button as she looked up at him her honeys into his own hues.

Her head seemed to come closer to his chest, She didnt care that Emmet was in the room - him being more brotherly it would have been awkward to get this close to him. Her free hand went to his shirt and just held it lightly. She didnt want to change not now now at all during the rain. So she needed to get it clear threw to him that it would be very bad if he slipped. Of course sleep wouldn't over come her right away but she needed to make sure emmet and joel understood that this rain - the overcast , was her strongest point the only part of her that was hard to controll a flaw that she wished she never had.

She sighed. She knew that she was at some point going to have to change but it would be when the rain stopped and on purpose. To kill deer. Not People. HEr Adrenaline wolf is what she called it because she was so strong it was like it wasn't even her. Her Honeys looked away then back to his with worrie and sadness.

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"This is the worst weather for me. You're going to have to wrap your arm around me or something to keep me close." That was actually a little more than Joel had been bargaining for, but he just nodded slowly. He could do that. It didn't seem like it would be that hard to do. Then again, he remembered how strong she had been when she threw him off of her earlier that day. That made Joel a little uneasy. Perhaps since she was born a werewolf, she was stronger than him. And the rain, something about the rain seemed to liven her up even more.

"You cant let me outside in the rain at night. At all." Joel nodded again. He would do his best. He was sure that he and Emmett combined could keep her safe. He wasn't sure why it would be so bad if she got out, but he had a few guesses. Desirae's touch made him look up at her. Her hand was now resting on the rim of his pants, and this time he knew it was on purpose. He held his breath for a moment, eyes flickering down to meet hers. Her other hand grasped his shirt as she leaned into him. Joel stared down at her, suddenly filled with the desire to protect her. He held still as she moved closer to him, unsure of how to react.

When Desirae looked back up at him, something in her expression had changed. Her eyes seemed to be troubled, almost sad. Joel wanted to look away, but he couldn't make his eyes unlock from hers. He wasn't exactly sure why she suddenly looked so upset, but he didn't like it. His own blue eyes slowly took on the sadness reflected in hers, and he lifted an arm, resting it lightly on her shoulder. It was meant to be a comforting gesture. "I won't let you leave," he told her after a long pause. "You have my word."

[Axel]

Emmett watched as Desirae moved closer to Joel. He raised an eyebrow when she rested a hand on the rim of his pants, and then looked away. He felt kind of awkward standing right here with them. Honestly he was expecting them to randomly just start making out any second now and that was really something that he could go without. "Don't you worry Dez!" he spoke up. "We'll won't let anything happen." He exchanged a glance with Joel and then moved over to the door, shutting it and locking it. Not that a closed door would keep a hungry werewolf from escaping, but it would buy some time at least if anything did happen.

[Dezirae]

She smiled to him and then nodded to Emmet "That makes me feel a lot better. Thanks Joel - Emmett." she said looking to him as he'd spoken up she wasn't going to make out with him. She was just making sure he'd gotten it in his head that this was very important. Peoples lived layed on their silver plater. She took a breath in then let it out as she headed twords the bed, hand lingering across the rim of his pants. As if pulling him twords the bed, She just crawled on it and sat to one side, she wasn't going to rest yet she just wanted to sit on the bed. Looking twords Emm she'd nod softly.

Sighing again she looked to Joel - her attraction to him was getting strong and she wanted it to stop it wouldn't be good at all if they did, at least thats what she thought. She layed back hair sprawled out as she looked at the ceiling arms just displayed on the pillows as her legs layed out straight. She closed her eyes for a brief moment before she'd open them again and return to her normal train of breathing shifting so that she could look to both.

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"That makes me feel a lot better. Thanks Joel - Emmett." Joel smiled slightly, something he didn't do often. It was a crooked smile, a little out of use, but a smile all the same. "Glad to hear it," he said quietly. He wasn't sure how he had gotten dragged into all of this. He usually wasn't around anyone much, and now here he was with two people besides him. He didn't dare call them his friends though. Not yet at least. Joel wasn't very trusting of people, even other werewolves. Though, he was kind of glad. Glad that he wasn't alone tonight. He hated being alone. It was funny how certain aspects of his personality contradicted each other. He disliked most people, yet he really hated being by himself.

Desirae moved toward the bed, hand lingering on the rim of his pants. Joel followed after her, always a step or two behind her. She sat down on the bed, and he did the same, imitating her as he lowered himself down onto the soft cushions. He felt kind of bad for getting the sheets all muddy, but he figured it didn't matter much. Not like anyone lived here anymore. Desirae leaned back onto the bed and Joel just watched her. With a quiet sigh, he closed his eyes, listening to the sound of the rain on the roof. It was still coming down pretty hard.

Joel slowly lowered himself down next, lying on his back so that so they were eye level. His blue eyes studied hers for a second, and then he let his gaze travel up to the ceiling. He couldn't help but wonder about her. He wasn't sure why, but he wanted to learn more about Desirae.